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April; is ending.

2008-04-22T03:04:00.000-07:00

How unfortunate are we to live such dreadful cycles.

We countdown to the end of one month only to be chained by the dreadful cycle of another.

And when each one ends, our life gets more miserable cos we know we are running out of time.

Life's like this, School's like this?

we are mice on an exercise mill. but ours' expires.

boy.and just when u thought euthanasia was BAD.

Sometimes, Life is about living on excuses till you run out of them.

PW.

2008-04-11T07:36:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS to all who took PW this year from 501.

well done guys and girls..u deserve your grade because of all the hard work and sweat, pain and stress and endurance with his-sy and her-sy fits that arised from the stress.

12 people getting As puts me at Mariana's Trench on the bell curve(what curve? its a straight line with an obvious anomaly like, __*_______) of grades. but nevertheless, i sincerely congratulate u all cos behind that A are worries, fears and deadlines.=)

see you guys on monday ;)

the confirmation of insanity

2008-04-05T07:59:00.000-07:00

it drives u nuts.

no, i am not representing the Smart, the mugging community or the marking of scripts.

Just today, i crushed and re-did my gp essay 3 TIMES. yes, i wrote the same intro 3 times and halfway thru the essay, felt it did not make sense. crushed.redid.crushed.redid.

today wasnt particularly fantastic.

my eyesight has always been on-off. when i can see well, i have probably the best eyes next to the Bionic woman.when i can't see for nuts.. i squint and narrow my eyes so badly i look like a half awake drug addict.

today-is-bad.

really bad day for my eyes. couldn't read the date of the screen of my lappie..mistook a crushed tissue as a cockroach. I kicked the miserable thing accidentally and it looked for a second like it could MOVE.

about to scream when i realised it was not one of those freaking creatures.

among other amazing things, my pen fell from my hand as i lost control of my movement during my essay writing/crushing.
forget important stuff the moment i manage to remember them.

i have to think hard just to remember what i want to blog..
feel like sleeping and automatically zones off every time i encounter homework and treacherous details to memorise(like chem SPA/geog case studiesss/...)

if u thought u havent seen me lose my composure or act like a mad fool, its because i have gone beyond that.

i am the calm and serene kind of madness not the pull hair/laugh/scream/cry/incoherence kind of madness.

yes.and i wonder why i look depressed and un-depressed all in a matter of minutes.

right. off to do my usual poison..please dont run away if u see me next time-- its always faster to take a taxi.

existence.

2008-04-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

Blogging this very short post to show that i still exist.

yes, i do.

currently doing globalisation tutorial structured qn for tmr's tutorial.

very stressed, lost time, hair(not that much, dont scare yourself), logic and almost everything else.

bless me.

pardon me, but just one more sec of studying can determine my fate which is on a thin thread at the moment.( dont trouble yourself to read btwn the lines.it means the distinction btwn an A and an E for the A's)

goodbye.

Our variety-loving world.

2008-03-21T22:36:00.000-07:00

so they say blogs are like mothers to young children. something bad happens to them, they run, crying to their mothers , seeking solace.

but sometimes mothers can be a pain. so they look for something else.

and for grown ups, they look for vices or a place to release their pent up frustrations.

for me, i decided to TYPE.

well, there are so many different kinds of people in this twisted world.

Kind. Understanding.Pretty.Handsome.Discerning.Irritating.Unscrupulous.ecetera ecetera ecetera.

lets not talk about race or religion.

even in the same household.u can have the bitchy kind, the "i know better than u"kind, the "i make more money, so my WORDS are more impactful no matter how unreasonable they are" kind and of course, the "i gave birth to u, so shut your gab"kind..lets be fair. there can also be the " i love you so much, i dont care if u give my account number to a international conartist organisation" kind and since i am tired from typing, the "we're family, so its ok" kind.

and to prevent from stereotyping, there are even more "kinds" on demand!

the sensitive new age kind. the i'm pretty so everyone listens to me kind and the its an honour to have me on this Earth kind.

Obnoxious. and extremely worrying.

lets not forget the " i believe in eternal good " kind.."i am closer to heaven than you" kind and the " the world ends soon but always never happens..but it will happen!" kind.

i'm giving too many examples..but if u look hard enough u can find at least one of each of these prototype of this beings around you.

Can't see>? TRY HARDER.

maybe maybe just maybe

2008-03-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

yup..i prefer tagging than blogging cos u dont have to log in.=]

but since i have a bit of free time..lets BLOG.

I THINK PEOPLE WHO APPEAR OFFLINE SHOULD BE JAILED AND FINED JUST LIKE CHEWING GUM SPITTERS.

positive thinking ALWAYS helps.

2008-03-20T03:32:00.000-07:00

i'm not complaining.

practised tutorials(redid each critical tutorial 4 times for math) CHECKED.

redo math holiday assignment? CHECKED.

did TYS chem and Math CHECKED.

concept maps for chem and geog? CHECKED.

irritated my brother by making him double check what i memorised for geog? CHECKED.

think you will pass? DEFINITELY ABSOLUTELY NOT CHECKED.

well.positive thinking is very important in Life right? or that would be mass suicides and rotting corpses EVERYWHERE.

ok. POSITIVE THINKING IT IS.

i'll continue with this foolhardy work till i get PASSES.( unless ,of course, if i am given a GOLDEN HANDSHAKE by the school.)

MYEs, wait for me!..i will pass everything and get an A for chem( Sakae@ campus was supposed to be a vital sign for an A.what happened!!)

then i'll get a scholarship from Harvard, Yale, Oxford and Stanford colleges before i sit for my prelims.HAHAHA.

yes. the wonders of sheer stupidity.

Quote: Keep dreaming and you will get somewhere.-me

i promise i will blog something interesting the next time (probably in a hundred years).

Birthday Celebration!

2008-03-12T07:38:00.000-07:00

this post is supposed to be before the one i posted before this.=)

Thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday, which was on the 9th. Special thanks to

sarene, oyc and huiqi for the celebration at Pasir ris park, really memorable especially with the

sparklers and the gukha patrols..really appreciated the gesture of preparing a health-conscious celebration for me=)(HAHA, and where are the photos,huiqi?)

thanks to jaime and shey who also went to the extent of getting me a present despite of the exams..<3

p.s: the scented flowers smell really great and they are just at my study table so i can indulge in the senses everyday.<3

love you all so much! thanks sweethearts=)..

super surprise from someone who was supposed to blog weekly.BOO.

2008-03-12T06:51:00.000-07:00

Disclaimer-(not sure what the word means though): this blog post can sum up what i have been doing this entire week.

Study. Headache.Backache.Study.Forgot what i studied.Study again.

if i get straight As for block tests(highly unlikely unless everyone sleeps during their papers and they have to moderate the scores.(Yippee!))
i will ask for two months leave from school and go on a meditation trip to rest my mind which is obviously imbalanced.

i need to fall in love with VECTORS ,summation notation, method of difference and Integration within 3 days.WOW. whirlwind romance.

geog is really fun too.i love memorising case studies.@_@

physics is the best of course. hugs from me if u know what's a diode.

is it a diode dio-dee or a dioood.?

ok.enough of mad ravings.i will be back in my cell doing math cos i am addicted to doing math. 1 A4 book for Integration.yeah.and sad to say, i might just be careless for the blocks.

till the next post.=)

2008-02-22T09:54:00.000-08:00

just a reminder that my previous blog post was plain truth.YAH REALLY.(dont believe me? i slap your face.)

that's how sad my life can get.yeah..just in case u were doubting.

and ..if u were interested to know, i havent managed to download chemistry periodic table

lecture yet. and its freaking 2 am in the morning.

IVLE quite cool ah.

if they ever decide to replace 70% of the school lessons with elearning modules, i will graduate

from jc maybe in 2012. and i will be in Guiness Rec bk for "Longest Surviving JC Student

In A Very Torturous and Mind Boggling Internet Virtual Learning Environment."

Hallo!

2008-02-22T07:30:00.000-08:00

Long time since my last post on 1st of Feb..

in between tests and school and homework and assignments and miscellaneous, i could not find time to blog about the trivial-ities of life.

Its a windy and boring afternoon, went for tuition then took an hour and a half to reach home. which was quite surprising considering the fact that one will take only 30 mins max to reach the tuition centre.

spend the WHOLE afternoon and evening (around 4 to 7.11pm) to log into IVLE,school portal for self study self evaluation self understanding.0.0

at this current moment(1136pm) at night, i am waiting for Periodicity to load.still at 16%.

so considering that, it will take roughly 3 hrs to load each part of periodic table(3 -parts in total)

3 x 3 = 9 hrs

yep..so assuming this is a normal day's worth of lessons, i will have to wait 9 HOURS to finish a 45 mins lecture. HOW AMAZINGLY PRODUCTIVE.

how things went..

445pm

logged in with username and password(which were 100% accurate)

invalid password.please try again.

i tried again.

.and again.

and again again again.

.7.11pm

finally got in.

happy.

( screen hangs)..x_x

stood up and went to talk to my rabbit which was spacing out from boredom.

tried again around 3 mins later..

started doing geog.. which had homework( all u unsuspecting lambs out there, there IS GEOG ASSIGNMENT DUE AT 1159PM 22/2!)

tried to open chem folder..

"this page might contain content that might harm your computer.do u want to run the program?"

me talking to myself: well, the other pages have contained enough harm to kill my brain cells, so why not?

blah blah blah..( please note that i am still wating for chem periodicity to load...31%...)

carried on to do chem periodicity part 1 which was so slow i stopped to watch a bit of american idol results show.

then i played with the ultra cool video of the periodic table in 3D.(strange, how it reminds me of tetris with the slightly arabic music i used to play on gameboy.)

finshed part 2 of chem periodicity then went to read beginner's german.(Auf Wiedersehen!)

Wie Geht Es Ihnen?(how are you?)

Danke Gut.(i'm good) Und Ihnen?( and you?)

Wie Heissen Sie?(what are you called?)--->Ich bin beatrice.

Nein Ich habe keinen Lust.. (no, i dont want to..)

Sehr angenehem!(pleased to meet you!)

stopped to look at the periodicity loading speed..and realise that it has caused a JPEG LIBRARY ERROR.

goodness gracious grievious pitteous me.''

i'll just have to download it alll over again.

the wonders of technology.

i'm so depressed, i will finish the entire bottle of this.

it's been centuries.

2008-02-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

it's been 2 weeks since i last blogged. this probably equates to a lot of stuff left unsaid and not written.

not going to blog about school stuff for security reasons ^.-

yup..

let's talk about classroom stuff instead^^

this week's noticeboard deco week in conjunction with CNY.

yep, listen closely.. we are supposed to have one of those red and gold, ancient and inspiring notice boards, with red couplets and a prosperous looking; happy Rat in the middle of it all.

Fortunately(not counting the hamper we could have won, of course), miss quek led the class to design a pretty looking notice board with funky mice from chalk to create that "hey our blackboard is behind! " kind of look.

k, enough with the blabber.lets see some photos.

the bold silver words in the middle reads "oh seven ass five oh one "in reverse.=)

(above) funky rat hugging globe.

sarene, are u posing with the chalk or are u aiming it at me?(highly suspicious)

the delightest delight that happened to me this week is when my mum got me this globe.

its a crystal engraved with the world on it, tilted on an axis of 23.5 degrees.(sorry, didnt measure.)

its really nice and i'm supposed to spin it once everyday to refresh my memory(something along that line.)

ok, going to take a quick nap before exploring the wonders of chemistry geog math physics gp.

feeling horrible

2008-01-19T03:21:00.000-08:00

it's been a week.

its been a horrible week.

it's been a horrible and uncomfortable week.

finally found some time to blog about my routined and meaningless life.

nothing to blog for mon to wed..thurs: went shopping for CNY and bought one pair of skinny jeans,1 shirt dress, 1 purple and black double top and 1 pair of heels.

Fri: bad day.upset many people. went for dinner with mum dad and sis..bought 1 orange-pink blouse.

went to Pasir ris park, friday evening.jogged and walked alone( my sis was cycling at the other side) just to have time for myself.

took some photos owing to the beautiful weather.

trees that grow in water.

was really discreet about this photo..don't you think its very sweet when u see old couples seated at benches at the beach at sunset?

back to homework..5 down, 9 more to go. hoping to finish all tutorials so i wont feel like a sotong and stress ball next week.

yup. back to homework.till next time.

hell of trouble.

2008-01-13T08:03:00.000-08:00

i feel like i am no longer in control of my body.

yes, here i am doing my blogpost cos i am obliged to.

just seconds ago, when i was packing my sch bag, i grabbed my UNZIPPED pencilcase and threw it into my bag.

well done beatrice.

now there's broken unused pencil lead, pens and pencils in the depths of my bag.

then, earlier on, i went to wash A CUP AND A BOWL.

i placed the cup in the "bowls" corner and the bowl in the "cups" corner.

not mentioning that i nearly threw my bag away instead of the plastic refuse.

this, is a serious problem.

i might even attempt to throw my laptop away.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

and not to mention that i lost my hydroxy compounds tutorial along with the notes.

and chem tutorial's the first lesson tomorrow.

[; _ ;]

Longpostconsistingofstufffortheentireweek.

2008-01-11T08:23:00.000-08:00

Long long week it had been.

In fact, i was dreaming of the weekend ever since Monday.

It was a really dreary week as i was feeling very dreamy,(not like i can help it though)

and couldnt seem to concentrate on anything. In short, i wasnt rather productive.

Went to bugis today with esther to accompany her from a harsh day at work. Happen to stumble into Seiyu accidentally and who said wonders couldnt be found at random?

I found Muji.=)

the other day, Sally gave me this unique looking sweet and it tasted rather unique(in a way i like)
and it couldnt be of a better timing to find these darlings!

also bought some strawberry marshmellows which seemed rather "tang yuan"-ish.

it is simply mouth watering/tastebuds seducing/and a flavour explosion of sweet and sour burst in my mouth.

in the center of each mellow, there is a large semi-drop of sour strawberry honey.

OMG.0.0

i got to go back there or get someone to fetch a truckload worth of those yums.

yup..and shouldnt be eating all these cos it will only worsen my condition.so, i shall limit myself to a marshie a day (or two days) to even out the sweetness.

there was even doraemon's favourite snack of red bean cakes on sale.. and they are really affordable @ $1.60-2.30 per pack..

alright..really tired and going to sleep for a long time.

ps: lets all pray that epiphanies -the size of the African Continent-gets to us before we face the ultimate terror part 1:---Block tests.(of course, part 2 is mid yrs,part3 is pre-prelims,part 4 is prelims, part 5 is Alevels.)

start of a fresh(stressed) new year

2008-01-06T07:18:00.000-08:00

Yep..its a new year yet again.

school started off on a Sudden note.

with the issuing of timetables and immediate commencement of lessons.

Its amazing how fast we have to adapt back to the crazy ''no nonsense' speedy lessons and lectures.(sometimes leaving us more confused than we already were.)

we can smell death approaching with its lingering shadows in the form of the block tests and "never too unusual" bi-weekly chemistry tests.
not forgetting physics tests, geog tests, and anything-they-can-test.

yah.welcome back to another year of amazing (infuriating,annoying,heart racing,cardiac arresting, jaw dropping,denture breaking ) adventure at school.

got to go study for chem revision test this thursday.It includes---everything, as usual.

2008

2008-01-01T07:00:00.000-08:00

ITS 2008!

it means luck for everyone cos i think 8 is an auspicious number.(i'm superstitious,got a problem with that?)

time to throw away all your old stuff and spoilt stuff and stuff beyond repair.

yep, its also important to note that i wont be blogging regularly anymore.maybe once a week.

=)

thanks to school and tests(and testtesttest) and examsss.

thanks for being so understanding.

HAPPY '08!!

ps: beatrice drinks champagne, highfives, countdowns and say happy new year! to all you people out there.^^[especially the Superpokers on Facebook.]

2007-12-31T06:24:00.000-08:00

MAYBE WE SHOULD ORGANISE THE PHOTOS BEFORE THE WORDS.

final moments on a final day of the year 2007.

yep, went to meet huiqi and ben today..visit a exquisite book shop(can't tell the name, huiqi will kill me) where we got book tapers and beautiful wrapping paper(4 dollars is freaking expensive)

got a really sweet christmas card from huiqi and a nice jar of cookies from ben.

at this point, i would like to thank all who sent me christmas cards and wishes and presents..

thank you all really very much!! i am loved.=)

yep, he made the cookies himself, and thats the last surprise i'll probably get this year.

we went to Wisma's Starbucks to chill.. talked about everything under the hot sun.

couldnt stay for long cos there's a new year's feast at home^^

the mrt exits were extremely crowded with people on their way home and people on their way to VIVO,st james,MOS,sentosa ( plus other party venues).

it was amazing i tell you.

i have never seen queues at pasir ris mrt.

queues like, at the mrt control station!

@.@

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO A GREAT NEW YEAR!^^

Happy New Year

2007-12-30T09:08:00.000-08:00

A year has gone by real fast, without much time left to '08.

this blogpost is dedicated to all who have made a difference in my life, how little, how drastic, in a good or bad way.

I would like to thank those who have accompanied me through unhappy times, been there when i needed them and to everyone who have placed that smile on my face.

last but not least, thanks to all who remembered my birthday=)

things have changed in ways that cannot be described but it can be felt.

to the new friendships forged, i hope they stay the way they are now.

I would also like to take this chance to say sorry to anyone i offended; knowingly or indirectly.

Special thanks to people who made the effort to read my blogposts and also to those who stumbled on my blog accidentally;)

Thanks.^^

last 2 days before 08

2007-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

wah, 108 posts already.never thought i could keep a blog for this long.^^

yeah, did a lot(and i mean ALOT) of filing today.

h2 geog-lithos,popn,urban,hydro, h2 chem part 1 part2 part 3 part 4,math part1,part2,part3 part4 part5..

@_@

wah.can die.

now my cupboard like those shelves u see in the library.*(pat on my back HAHA)

yeah, didnt blog for a couple of days cos there isnt enought gossip to go around.=)

thinking about imprisonment next year.

***

My New Year Resolutions

1) be happy, kill emo.(haha)

2)get decent grades for block tests ..then aim for better in other tests and exams.

3)watch lesser movies(once a mth)

4) be more enthusiastic about school.

T.H.E.M

2007-12-23T08:20:00.000-08:00

YEAR -2007( FOR o7s501 ONLY)

it has been a rough and uneventful year.

without them, my life could have always been a cliffhanger, no one to turn to when i am upset.

First of all, there is the ever spontaneous(ali and baba franchise) and buffet loving ,

Quek Hui qi

woman. thanks for always being there to listen to me(though i listen to you more^^) when i am unhappy, faced problems with certain people and when i just needed a companion to listen to my crap.

it was really fun knowing you cos my life has never been noisier.HHAHA.i meant it in a boisterous manner of course.hehe. i really look fwd to more camwhoring moments with you..hahaha.

Sarene Ang

Since, you like this photo the best, i shall use it .haha. yes, sarene the first person i talked to during orientation.^^ and i thought u were a quiet and shy girl.HAAHAH. till i realised that u are damn funny and also straighforward. straighforwardness is definitely the thing i lack. its a virtue to me cos i think people who are straightforward lead more relaxed lives cos they dont patronise. you are also very sweet and best of all, u do random things and randoms times..haha!

Oh Yeong Chyun(Josh)

ok, i got to agree with huiqi that you are more fashionable than the whole of LV and Prada put together. u really didnt look like that at the beginning of the year. (refer to huiq's blog to see what i mean)Yes, and you exude a sense of confidence that is hard to rival i guess.=)

it is pretty obvious that girls admire your dance moves and its remarkable how u perservered with your studies too^^keep up the good work, josh^_0

Benjamin Lim Sheng( sorry for the unglam photo=p)

haha..i wrote your full name cos its very cheena and totally contradicts your fluency in chinese.(haha!)hmm, your impression didnt change much throughout the year..(i always thought u looked like a professional slacker) what really amazed me was your kindness. HAHA.seriously.

the way u are going, u will never have an enemy in a million years.NO JOKE.lets see, i havent really seen u criticising anyone anything.and u also have good counselling capabilities.

07s501

we may have our differences that are hard to put aside, but we have one year left so why not make the most of it?=)

2007-12-20T06:02:00.000-08:00

Shoe #1. My school shoes( the pink is brighter due to flash mode)

Shoe #2 my sista's highly intricate flats

shoe #3 my casual shoes

Shoe #4 christine's multicoloured maryjanes(pink,green,yellow,red,gold,silver,purple,blue)

shoe #5 mum's black shoe with butterfly(whatever u call that.)

yep, i painted a total of 5 shoes in two days.

5.

after some touching up it should be fine.^^

ok, its time to revise my geog and do some math..

ciao!=)

shoes

2007-12-19T09:58:00.001-08:00

caution: the pictures u see are only 80% done without outlines, touchups and removing smudges.its a hell lot of work.

yeah, the shoes were done today(not exactly cos i still have two pairs undone)

i wonder if i can walk the grounds of mj in the pink pair.(definitely not in areas where danger lurks)

i hope my shoes can look as inconspicuous as possible.

but i think it will match with mj uniform.HAHA.who cares.

maybe my next post will have a photo of me in uniform and those shoes.^^

yea, and the fuchsia pink and black with designs is for my sis. hope she likes it.

up next,

my casual maryjanes and christine's psychedelic rainbowlike maryjanes.^.0

ps:

this is a special note of apology to three of my friends especially christine, for not

showing up ytd..yea..sorry i promise this wont happen again.=)

blue(black) shoes

2007-12-17T20:46:00.000-08:00

remember the 'tomato leaf'?

the shoes are done.^^

so it doesnt really look like a butterfly huh?

this pair's for mum.^^

lesson learnt: 1) use masking tape on all the borders just in case the paint smudges.

2)paint the background colour before adding the intricate details.

yep, i didnt do the above two,hence, the shoes look weird to me.

next up: school shoes and casual shoes.=)

I love doodling!

2007-12-16T09:10:00.000-08:00

this is for my sis.

she loves psychedelic colours.<3

its a freaking half butterfly but people

speculate that i drew a tomato leaf(faint*)

retro buttons for my shoes,and her and her shoes^^

my 2008 diary after vandalism.

Some of the raw designs.

p.s: colour schemes and outlines in progress.>.o

2007-12-14T07:56:00.000-08:00

down with flu and cough.

probably one of the side effects of the new drug i am taking.

maybe thats why i am short tempered, impatient, easily irritated and annoyed.

either way i had enough.

i'll opt for the jabs.if i can.

bloody fine weather, and we are at home.

2007-12-14T01:56:00.000-08:00

It hasnt rain-ed apparently for 2 whole days.(including this morning and afternoon of course.)

sadly speaking, in this fine weather, we are home and on days where the weather is a ruffian,

we have dates and appointments.

VERY VERY SAD.

MANGO sale yesterday at 50% discounts..50%!!

but its all right since everyone's tightening their belts in my family. and i, the pathetically poor

student is obviously no exception.

however i am particularly enthusiastic about tomorrow cos i''m going to start on Project-

Fuschia Shoes with sal and huiqi.^^

it will be damn cool man.. personalised school shoes (which the school admin will be catching if

we are not careful=s)

will upload photos of those beautiful things when i'm done with it..

Life's been a bore without meeting up with the various people that i have been waiting to meet

up with.

soon la soon.

and like it or not, school's reopening in abt 2 weeks time.

ok, since there's nothing else to blog about, i shall go useful stuff to save my universe.

till the days where polar bears walk in the Sahara Desert,

CIAO.

better revise more fervently for those surprises-that-gives- u-heart- attacks school review

tests.

Golden Compass=very nice!^^

2007-12-11T10:17:00.000-08:00

haha..went to watch golden compass with lemon today :)

Super nice la. ^^

love the daemons (esp the raccoon)..and the golden compass is nicer than LG Viewty.LOL.x)

i love the girl's character cos she's super brave,quite witty and very pretty.

but nicole kidman outshine's everyone in her first appearance with that skin tight gold shimmer

dress.i will pay anything to fit into something like that.OK, MAYBE NOT ANYTHING.

the show is as good as it is claimed to be.probably 4 out of 5 stars cos there is part 2 and three of

the trilogy to expect.can't wait for part 2 and three already.

hope they dont release them close to the Alevels. =)

sigh..i should be sleeping..its already half past two am.

better adjust that body clock soon before i start sleeping in the day and waking at night.

kk.ciao..

cover your blankets everyone.cold weather and flu/chills to expect.

nitey nite.=)zzz

2007-12-10T08:30:00.000-08:00

WAH NEW SKIN.thanks to lemony quek huiqi.^^

but no thanks to saying that i am lazy ok.

i was patiently listening to Mr Colin Maclaurin and his life story.

his hairstyle damn cool, by the way.HAHAH

designed my own diary today cos the ones at Paper people, though very nice.but very expensive for a budget constricted person like Yours truly.

anyways..filed up all my holiday homework today.
and YES.why is there extra geog homework.??

oh no, i feel dizzy already.0.0

and dont you just love the weather?

rain,shine,dont shine,dont rain,rain, shine...

how to go shopping in this erratic weather , u tell me?

gosh.

and i also noticed the notices for tests in FINE PRINT.yah.Fine PRINT.

like those tiny weeny words u see below mobile ringtone adverts.

ITS DESPICABLE I TELL YOU.
chemistry lecture test in Term1 week2
physics review test during first lecture tutorial.

its so annoying.like that pimple on your forehead that

hurts like hell.

ok,not you, literally.

then u go to school happily, sit in the lecture theatre and..

teacher: ok, give out the test papers.

me:Huh? since when was there a test?

teacher: blind ah? its written in fine print on your

holiday homework.

me:WHERE?

teacher: (takes out microscope)*

teacher:(squints eyes)*"THERE!"" SO BIG STILL

CANNOT SEE HUH?

(shudders)*

ok guys and gals..time to read homework extra

carefully like u are buying an expensive software and

reading the term and conditions.

p.s:peeps! pls also check ivle's

announcements..apparently, you are now required to

do 5 case studies.NOT 4.

WAH. SO FUN.^^

plus there is also a new holiday revision package for

geog.(cry people cry)*

and its none other than...CASE STUDIES!!wooh!

(hayden, i help you make this announcement)

see you all in 2008 with haggard,sleep deprived looks.

till then,

CIAO!

HuiQi talks!

2007-12-10T07:38:00.000-08:00

Since Beatrice is so lazy to post, I HELP HER POST.

Anyway, we're both pissed with the mjc geog department.

2007-12-02T08:30:00.000-08:00

damn fine weather.

But it was not fully utilised due to homework, laziness and lack of shopping partners.=(

YAH.so this urgent update is on LG Viewty KU990.

YAH.LG VIEW TECHNOLOGY KU990!!!

The LG Viewty has been equipped with a 3-inch 262,144 colour touchscreen monitor

The camera supports up to ISO 800.

The phone has slow motion playback for 120frames per sec videos.

it is touchscreen and responds well.

it has a 5.0 megapixel schneider kreuznach camera.

equipped with adjustable aperture,exposure,focal length.

I HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO GET THIS PHONE.EVEN IF IT TAKES ME YEARS.

haha..will u marry me?..HAHAHA

OK i am mad about this phone.

and who cares about its sissy name.=x

2007-11-30T08:43:00.000-08:00

Marion Raven-Little by little

little by little
i think we'll understand this

little by little
i think we'll comprehend this

little by little

it'll take some time
to find it out

to make a change
u got to change your mind

cos its hard enough to get a grip
its hard as it is without us being left behind

i know this much is true
hey yeah

little by little
i think we'll understand this

little by little
i think we will comprehend this
little by little
u 'll take me as i end it

2007-11-30T08:12:00.000-08:00

yesterday was my cousin's wedding.

pretty cool dinner with all those neon lights and model waiters.^.-

drank a couple glasses of wine.
wasn't drunk but felt warm.

amazing how some of them can drink until they can laugh louder than sirens.
there was this 3 guys who were hugging each other at the end of the dinner.LOL.

red monkey faces everywhere.0.0

did a bit of job hunting today.
got an interview and applied for one.

hopefully i will be able to find a job till end december.

NO LONG SLEEVE SHIRT FOR PROM.
hahaha.=)
t shirt and shorts can also i think
HAHAHA.

2007-11-26T19:16:00.000-08:00

this is for yesterday.=)

Happy Belated Sarene!^^

2007-11-23T10:00:00.000-08:00

The photos from huiqi's camera..ps: its a mixture of vivo and pasir ris park.

ok..not many pictures left..i'm too lazy to upload everything..=)

Yah..my point is ..i love these people.=p

2007-11-23T03:43:00.000-08:00

here are the pics from my phone as i have promised.=p

(still have many photos in Huiqi's camera..girl, u better send me fast or i'll throw u in the sea to feed the sharks=p)

The following was taken at Vivo,pasir ris park and Little India.

2007-11-22T09:02:00.000-08:00

went to many places today..

went to bugis to sell some text books and also shop around bugis street.
I AM DEFINITELY GOING THERE AGAIN.=)

then went to Somerset to meet huiqi and sarene..and took train to dhoby ghaut and then to vivo.

Went to find mr OYC who was working at Tangs..=)..at 4 plus, we went to Pacific Coffee which had this awesome view of the sea to slack.

its so bloody gorgeous.=D

upload pics tmr..

toook aloooot of photos..then talked and took somemore photos till 6 plus...

went to walk around a bit before heading back to pick oyc..

train ride back to citylink mall..
waited for ben a bit before heading to suntec for dinner..

dinner was pretty quiet ..guess they were really tired..

saw a really nice vintage bag going for 39.90

REALLY NICE HOR.

stallkeeper:Last piece already..=p

me:o.o....-.-"

i am very upset.cos i didnt buy it.='(

the day was saved by a nice pair of shoes mummy bought for me..=D

i feel damn guilty for being home late.cos she didnt nag at all.

sigh..sorry mum!

if possible, will be going to the park tmr..sigh..dad's in a bad mood.

MONDAY'S THE DAY.=P

2007-11-21T07:03:00.000-08:00

When we live such fragile lives
its the best way we survive
clown around a time or two
just to waste my time with you

i'll keep you
my dirty little secret
dont tell anyone
or it'd be just another regret
who has to know

damn..this song keeps ringing in my ears.
=)

going out tomorrow..=D

BETTER NOT RAIN HUH.=x

2007-11-19T07:44:00.000-08:00

sorry for the absence these days.
really nothing much to blog about.

feeling damn lethargic these days and i dont know why.
probably caught a flu or something.

plan to finish urban geog tonight, if i manage to shake off the double vision that's occurring way too often.

sigh.
too lazy to upload photos.

next time maybe.=(

2007-11-16T09:56:00.000-08:00

Today was a total mix of feelings.

Had c.i.p briefing at bishan junction8 for gift wrap.
clocked cip hours but, really, it was kind of a boring briefing.

the guy in charge went to the extent of showing a video of non-profit family organisation..plus showed the revenues and expenditures(TOTALLY UNNECESSARY IN THE LIGHT OF QUESTIONABLE ORGANISATIONS)
then, went on to talk about a lot of stuff that zoomed out of my ears as quickly as they went in.in fact, i was zoning in and out throughout the briefing.

then there were demonstrations of how to gift wrap..like boxes..and irregular stuff like,stuffed toys.

kind of crazy(my trial wrap looked like a diaper.-.-)

sigh.

then went to meet my parents for dinner.

went to Little India to eat some authentic indian cuisine.

the food was really good!tried nan and spinach+cottage cheese(surprisingly yummy)
then strolled through the streets with the beautifully lit deco for deepavali..

i want to go there to eat again.=)..oh, though its random..i bought a top/dress (wear it either way) for $5! and it looks quite expensive..thanks to huiqi who persuaded me to buy..=)
really like it.bought it at Bugis Street 3rd floor.there were other nice clothes and bags and shoes and necklaces but i was in a hurry and my finance dept is in repairs.

ps: Huiqi and ben, plans for fishing?^.^

2007-11-14T09:19:00.000-08:00

this few days are a blur.

always dizzy,depressed,can't sleep till 5 0r 6 in the morning.

at this rate i'm going to die soon.
'my hair colour's a mess.
only the fringe is brown.

SIGH.

hope things will pick up.

2007-11-11T04:15:00.000-08:00

I feel extremely sick today.

extremely sick. got to go.

2007-11-10T09:34:00.000-08:00

BUSY day today.
Did a lot of work that i'm paid and not paid for.

also helped my brother with his homework of designing a game character-(i helped him decide on a pregnant seahorse).
added hands(LOTS OF MUSCLE) and fiery headband for personalising.

pretty ugly, i would say..

C'MON, I don't specialise in Art!=s

well, anyway it DOES look like a seahorse.So dont complain.
Have to attend my cousin's pre wedding lunch tomorrow.But really busy and way behind schedule for revision.SIGH.

And sis's worried cos they will ask her those..superveryirritatingbutcommonlyaskedstupidnoseyquestions like"when are you getting married HUH? OR.."huh?dont have a boyfriend yet?..tsk tsk!my ah girl younger than you got boyfriend already leh..aiyoh.."kind of thing.

SAD.tragic.

HELL.

and for that matter, my sis is only 23.

gosh.this is frreeaking singapore.not an ELDC(economically less developed country)
ok, in some terms, singapore is an ELDC. we dont have the population to boost the productivity.
but our women are mostly educated,workfirstmensecond-last and marriage comes like thelastmonthbeforeyoucannevergetasafepregnancy society.

scary isnt it?

oh, and i spent the whole afternoon and night designing and doing somebody's birthday present.
Better appreciate it.Or i will kill you.0.0

2007-11-08T07:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI.=)

Rather stifling day for me.

okay, so it was superblyawesomelyirritatinglyannoyinglyunjustlyunfairlyundeniably

BORING.

did another bit of my jigsaw. its sososososo frustrating when i can't find the pieces.

Tigger found his nose but eeyore lost his ears.HAHA.

my handphone has no more batterylife but its ok.
No one calls anyway.

lalala..
my hair colours getting lighter and lighter.

Out in the sun it would probably look like my head's on fire.HAAHA.

saw too many lovely bags,be it sling, tote,clutch,or oversized.

i'm saving up for the following:
LG Shine ku970
checkered maroon green leather oversized bag.
dont know the exact name of course.will find out soon.^.^
black and white pumps.

okay, going to do my nails properly now.

the colour's fading.=)

till the next post.

2007-11-07T07:09:00.000-08:00

I am very problematic.

yup, thats the conclusion i come to.

every problem seem to originate from me, right?

sigh.

2007-11-06T10:05:00.000-08:00

Why dont u ever try understanding me?

U even treat neighbours and my friends better than u treat me.
What did i do, so wrong that u have to treat me like that?

I have been crying for 38 mins already,dont i deserve a chance to know, why time and time again u just dont trust me or love me?

The feeling just keeps getting stronger that u love sis and bro more than u ever did for me.

in your eyes, i am just a useless and stupid person that should never have existed right?

When i was feeling down, u add on with your cold sarcasm..i really had enough of it..

so this is it?

WHY.?
i never did anything that pleased you.IS THAT IT?
i tried so hard.so hard to please u.
i never even thought about doing what i wanted.be it in studies or other stuff.
i feel damn sick and tired.

really.

2007-11-06T07:49:00.000-08:00

I AM REALLY VERY UPSET TODAY.

i dont know how to start writng about it.It's simple.

My dad doesnt trust me/have the least respect/for me.
When i talked to him today, he REFUSED to answer me- like those one sided conversations, and instead talks to my mum.

I am really sick of it.

My bro wanted me to get stuff for his project.which is the TRUTH cos dad was there when he said about the stuff he wanted.

But, dear dad insisted that there was no Art Friend at Takashimaya.
In fact, he probably thinks that anywhere that could be a possible place for me to go out with my friends couldnt be a place selling stuff for my brother.

He thinks i am going there to have fun with my friends.

Good.
then i shall just sit back at do my stuff while he go shop for the clay ,wood plaque and wire.

Thanks dad.

Well, you could also think of getting some thick rope and reinforcement bars for my windows and a cat flap for my room door.

Just like the scene in Harry Potter's Chamber of Secrets.

Just that i wont have magic to get out.

yah, you never ever trusted me what.you probably never trusted anyone.
just to make sure, maybe you can get a webcam in my room to see what i am doing too.
Dont know how to use it?..go to Yahoo Answers la..they teach it there.

oh, on a side note, i dyed my hair copper brown today.But that wont matter cos i will be stuck at home and probably be homeschooled.

Yah, and maybe having barred outgoing calls and smses is a bonus too.

2007-11-05T00:17:00.000-08:00

Now we bring to you a special 2mins(if u bother to read) report on the bad-dest people on this overpopulated and disgustingly unequal World.

Some notable notable people includes..

at number #44

Benjamin Lim Sheng

Even without any special effects, he looks like a criminal..

Famous Sentence:"I live in bin laden's beard."

"Sarene lives in a DHL cardboard box."

HAAHA.scream for mercy when u see sarene on wednesday.=)

Crime:Has a goatie like those ah pehs.does gestures that makes him look like a pervert.

number#55

Sarene Ang Jing Ying

Famous Sentences:"Ben is a dingus."

"Huh?Will get fat one leh?!"(object spoken about is a buffet)

Crime: when placed with Ben, u 'd be better off with screaming whiny kids.^.^

For more information on dangerously bbbbbaddd people around the world..

tune in to this channel.

Have a good evening.

2007-11-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

Got a haircut today..=)

not too bad..shorter by at least 10cm..have a new fringe!^.^

yah..also have a new resolution..i must live more healthily..

so i had oats for dinner.with half a teaspoon of milk. kind of gooey,tasteless but still very filling.
i think if i carry on eating like that, i will be as fit as those pe teachers..HAHA.(not forgetting 2.4km everyday + situps and pushups)

yah..dying to go for some retail therapy but i am BROKE.

no money no money$$$$$$!

yup, my life's going up the hill for now.starting up my revision speed and also doing a thousand piece jigsaw.
Tigger is missing a nose.

HAHAHA.

Bro and Dad is watching Arsenal VS Man Utd now.

Hahah.i think the match is rather hilarious.Especially the Anderson guy.

Dad's hoping that Man Utd will lose while Bro is a die hard supporter of Man Utd.HAHAHA.

hope they dont fight.
i think watching soccer occasionally is a JOY.

quite fun i have to admit.
=)
Anyway, i am kinda bored so i am rambling on.

I WANT TO WATCH HALLOWEEN AND 11TH HOUR!!!=p
but i have no $.rawr.

sponsors please.

2007-11-02T10:01:00.000-07:00

random thoughts on this cold cold night.

was thinking about TK today and it shocked me to realise that i didnt have much of a memory besides a few special friends and moments.

First of all, in Sec 1 and 2, life was pretty vague besides Christine and Hanisah. the only thing i remembered was having done PW with bel,zul and alif. then i remembered how i felt when i wasnt accepted in the group of girls.hah.
the class consisted of nice individuals and occasional jokers, but it was hard. i couldnt find groups i belong to.

then sec 3 came and went, as i adjusted to the uncomfortable idea of doing combined science.
some cool people there were.
carmen,jiahui,jocelyn,yingbao,yinzi,hanisah=),farhanna,shuzhen,eunice..
and the few good guys like darren and adrian and wenfu and jacky(funny=p)..haha.

fun class but was similar to sec 1 and 2.

was closer to 4f and 4h..people like(sally,zukai,james,anisah,shuuji from 4e,and rachel from 4h)

its really sad when i think back about secondary school and can't quite remember anything very significant.

ok..so the band was like the best memory i had.the outdoors, indoors(not so much la)

i still dream about playing the clarinet!=)

yah..then went to Mj after first three months.

our class was fun with people like PG and esther and jean,seri,siti,angela,hannah,seehui,sebastian,james,clifton,gughan,azmall,naroth,cy,weiming,alan,irshad
haikal,nasir,heru,zhengxin..

sigh..but time passed so fast and i got retained so didnt see them much after too.=(

this years class's pretty small..but people are nice..

though i am closer to OYC,ben,sarene,huiqi,shimin,eunice,jon..

sigh.
My life was an utter waste.or was it not?

so tell me
so tell me
as we talk
quarrel
and get pissed
with each other
things change
yes they do
as the world keeps
spinning
and we keep living
so was it all worth it
or better off a dream
that was never meant to
come true...

2007-11-02T02:44:00.000-07:00

WHOA.444 visits.

444=die die die!

HAHAHA.

yah, i have no life.

worked out a very IRRITATING study plan.trying hard to follow it lah, of course:)
if its successful, I will be the top student in MJ.HAHAHAHA.

INmy dreams la..in my dreams.

but its good to dream isnt it?

I NEED MOTIVATION.bloody motivation.

cos i feel so damn patronising everytime i flip that notes or look at that periodic(moronic/idiotic) table.

MY SIS CYCLING AT PASIR RIS PARK NOW.

I WANT TO GO TOOOO!

=(

i think her bones will snap when she rides the bike cos she hasnt exercised in 56784958320987 years.

sir-riously.

i think since her volleyball days/HAHAHA!

2007-11-01T11:01:00.000-07:00

OK..its like 202am in the morning.

chatting with Fahmi on MSN..cos he's like super awake now.

yah and on a more random note..I MISS MRS CHUA!!=x

yah..like really super really super really miss her CAN!!?

='(

yah..talked about how superficial some people are when they decide to chase skirts or pants..

yah..we the bright and matured ones will only look out for personality and character.

average looks are perfectly fine.

LIKE WTH.

must have those perfect eyes nose and mouth and sexy voice then can consider meh?(pardon my singlish)

hurr.

yah. and i also want to go Pasir Ris Park..to sit on the breakwaters in the hot sweltering sun.HAHA.

i want to go IKEA tooooo=)

sign up in the tag box if u want to come along=)

HAHA.SO EXCITTTTING!!

oh yar..and i am up so late cos i want to experience first hand how it is like to stay up all night.

Like my sis who's doing night shift at the hospital's OT.

ok, i bloody admire her guts for being an OT scrub nurse.cos everyday there are patients who need to operate brain,heart,hip fracture,suicide cases,amputations....etc.

then all u see is a red mess and all u smell is blood.

DAMN DISGUSTING.

and she takes it all.

i salute u for being so gutsy la.

HELL WITH THOSE WHO ONLY THINK ABOUT DOCTORS WHEN IT COMES TO RECOGNITION.

this evening..

sis:wah..some idiot ytd tried committing suicide.(old guy)

sis:jump down from 3rd floor..

sis:want to die jump from higher floor la.(gasp!*)

sis:whole body all fractures then operate for many hrs.

sis:anaesthesia run out somemore struggle.

sis:dont know will jump again not..sigh.and drivers who drink too!all this people very mafan.*(troublesome)

haha..she was so pissed with that op that she even complained in front of the police who was in charge of that suicide fellow(suicide is a crime)

haiyah..

my sassy sister.=)

2007-11-01T04:06:00.000-07:00

coffee coffee coffee.

sigh.

i didnt exactly follow my study plan.=(

i read the newspapers for only 1 hr and 20 mins.=s

(well, i did skip the sports section)

still doing geog which is way behind schedule.

SIGH.

ok..full speed ahead..or no sleep tonight!!

address

2007-11-01T00:20:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry that you assume its you..think about it ..have i ever asked for your listening ear? if i havent, it isnt you..think about it.

2007-10-31T08:48:00.000-07:00

I feel sick.

feel like puking.

cold hands and feet.

on/off headaches.

lousy moods.(sorry if i offended anyone, which i dont think happened cos i hardly speak to anyone today..)

TERRIBLE.

anyway, i feel like i am turning into a pain absorber.
as in, when people are unhappy, they turn to me for that listening ear.
i think i will be a successful counsellor.(the one where people go:"listen and just shut up! "kind)

but, when i am unhappy..they dont have the time to listen.u see.

so..wth.

absorb>>absorb>>>absorb!!

one day, when i reach my breaking point..good luck to you people.

i hope i'm made of much stronger material than this.

thanks for reading.

2007-10-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

Today is a fine day=)

and its all because i cooked my own dinner.^.^

Firstly, i would like to state that i dont usually cook unless i am very happy, or contrastingly, very sad.

haha.cooked a rather fine plate of wings and fries today.

didnt fry my finger(thank goodness) but did get some burns.=)

but..it was worth it..yeah!

so satisifed.even though i havent marinated any chicken wings before..it was still OK.

conversation with sis=)

sis:huh?u sure u want to cook>?

me:why cannot leh?

sis:count me out.i'll eat cup noodles.

me:ok fine.

(after 10 mins)

sis:can not? (peeps at the fryer)

me: of course.(winks*)

bro:i want fries.

me:yah .ok..

me:marinated the wings with oregano leaves,soya sauce and salt and pepper and sugar.

voila!!

one plate of fries, 3 wings and a plate of frozen baked beans(yuck)

woohoo.!i took a photo too..

ok..looks quite gross but it still tasted ok.will work on it!^.^

potato jackets with cheese and ham tomorrow!=)

2007-10-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

the previous post is dedicated to people who think i'm not talking about and not dedicated to those who are sensitive and think i am talking about them.
yah..but if you still think i am talking about you, i can't do anything about it then.=)

anyway, i think being upset is a stupid thing so i'm just going to have selective memory and forget all about "those of you".Life's too short to have constant flashbacks.

no more posts like this i promise.-.^

2007-10-29T08:55:00.000-07:00

Dont be there for your friends cos they will never be there for you.

Thats the bloody damn truth in this world.
They are too busy..much too busy to care about mundane things like you being upset and need a crying shoulder.

Lend them yours today and they will chop it off.
Cry on their shoulder and they will throw that shirt away.

Common sense isnt it../
if u need someone to listen to you, call those hotlines with sexy voices on the other side.

cos no one will ever care if you cry yourself silly and go blind in the process.

go ahead..die all you want.

they will tell you that honestly.

i've been there for you,you you and you!..now where the hell are you people?

too busy huh?

well i expected that a long time ago.

friends..

when i was crying ..WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU PEOPLE???

FRIENDS?

maybe beer and wine will be my best friends
at least they give me a good sleep without thoughts
of how you used to be my friend

now i'm crying
now i'm hurting
tell me
tell me
where were u when i needed you the most?

SO what's your problem?

2007-10-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

Why can't u behave your age and be more sensible and less unreasonable,mum?

Do you know you are making a mockery out of yourself by being petty?

It suffocates us and i'm sure dad feels that way too..
but he's too kind to let you know that and we feel even worse for him.

So..the story goes..

she was upset that no one called her while she's at work..
like..DUH>?why will we call you unless something catastrophic has happened at home?

do you wish that i was choking on fish bones?or would you rather wallace or sis have something bad happen to them?fine, u can blame us for not being RESPONSIBLE enough to give you a call to ask how you were at work..but dad?

he's working for his boss and would you rather he take up a telemarketing post just to suit to your whims and fancies??

SERIOUSLY.

so you throw your tantrums on dad and sleep in the living room.

Now are you HAPPIER???
yah, go ahead..we dont care..this family is breaking apart and all you care about is yourself..u think dad is a well absorbing sponge and can take all your anger??

One day, he's going to take all his stuff, leave this house and this family.
Maybe then u will be satisfied.

RIGHT???
because of you, he's venting all his anger on us..and sometimes he dont wish too..you can see him with his face controlling all the anguish within.

Dad, i apologise for not putting up with your now and then "anger"..i will from now..sorry.

what you've done is..rob a man of his pride and status..go ahead..he'll leave when you are done.

Everyone's crying..but you are victorious.
You win.

EXPECTATIONS AND MORE EXPECTATIONS.

2007-10-28T04:15:00.000-07:00

GREAT EXPECTATIONS.

today is a damn busy day cos my dad is rushing orders for his client.And i'm supposed to do the orders.

so..its like keep doing orders and orders ..black boxes all over the house and stacked up against the window.MAN..if there were any terrorist attacks, we will definitely be safe cos the boxes will block the windows.damn.

yah..regarding the frequently asked question of "so what have you been doing while we are doing PW?" question is answered.

people, i know you are all busy and stressed but dont assume i am relaxing in my summer chair sipping on a martini cos i am --busy or busier than you are.

to tell you the truth, i am suffering from backaches and headaches cos i work like a freaking machine.

FOR INSTANCE, today.
i have been working all day..and i mean ALL DAY..and rest around 50 seconds before i start doing orders again.

by far, i think i am doing more work than you.
So dont give me that smirk or laugh in that simply idiotic and very sarcastic way cos it annoys me.

SIR-RIOUSLY.

yeah..also had a debate with my dad.

conversation:

dad: so have u planned what to do in University after your A levels?

me: er, either Architecture or Social Sciences(criminal psychology)

dad:u mean those kind of course where u can't find a job in future??

me:HUH?

dad: aiyah, why like that?

interlude: talks about how good accountancy is..rambles on about SMU(dad)

dad: so what university do u want to go to?

me: NTU lor.

dad: huh?? why?? how about SMU?

me:(like i can get in..) HUH? i am not interested in business, accountancy or law..

me:besides, i need to take SATS.
dad: ...
dad: i think u should just go poly then find any job and do.got pay can already.

...

okay, i cant continue anymore.
its saddening to know that your parents think u are a hopeless bum who cant make it in Life.
well, must i be a Lawyer, Doctor or Scientist before you nod your head in approval?

sir riously.
maybe you should abduct a kid from Mensa or something.

2007-10-27T10:54:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Jean.

To the both of you.(who share the same name and birthday)Will remember you always.

2007-10-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Just photos for today!!=)

hahaha..ok..took this during chem consultation.=)

he wasnt aware!

OYC'S birthday

Teacher's day

class outing=)

sarene and shimin..

them again

HAHA.

they look so mean.

shimin,jon,jaime,chengying=)

2007-10-27T03:40:00.000-07:00

feel really lazzyy today.very very lazy.

woke up at 1pm today(latest time ever)

did a bit of work; will do more later..currently typing in the dark, cos its 642 pm and the sun is setting.to my utter dismay of course.=)

will be buffing and varnishing my pathetic nails later and also be doing more productive work of course.;-)

yup..my mum hinted that i should start studying soon..
to mum: i'll be starting on the 1st of November.

ok..much to tired to type anymore..

sleeping early....NOT.

2007-10-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

Guess the previous post was a bit harsh.

Well, everyone's got the right to be upset with upsetting results.Well, thank goodness i didnt get a U. cos my mum's fooled by the S-es..(kidding=) )

right, i will work really hard on math and chem this holidays.Like from next week onwards.

And for gp, to get from a C to an A, i will probably need extra (queen's ) english kind of books and poring over the newspapers for at least 2 hours a day reading the forum and World News should do some good.=)

Yes!... I need my As.....

Its probably some kind of reassurance for me because i really want to do Social Sciences in Uni..well, either that or Architecture( which is quite a guy kind of job) so math and gp has to be excellent!!!

yah yah yah.

study study study!

i'm going to cut myself from the World's problems and really start working smart.

2 months to the first test(phy, chem and geog) next year.

And..

no matter what happens to 501, i'll always remember this class cos it'll have a special place in my heart.<3

i am a softie when it comes to this kind of matters..-.<

whatever the controversy, 501 still rocks=)

Don't let the little things bring us down.

Revelations of revelations

2007-10-26T04:49:00.000-07:00

Last Day Of School.

I thought today would be a great day but i was terribly wrong.

some are upset by the fact that they are advanced even though they thought they had fantastic results.

so..they carry black/grey/dull faces and a "dont piss me off " attitude.

well, take it on me if u think u didnt deserve that, wouldnt you?

beatrice should be killed/slaughtered/shot dead because she didnt deserve to get the same treatment as us, RIGHT?

understood.

c'mon, its not like i persuaded Ms Lai to alter the results. Nor did i conspire with any teachers to let u all "advance" and not "promote".To this statement, i mean ALL OF YOU.

If what i say was recognised, i would have persuaded the higher ups to promote every single one of you.

its ridiculous if u even show a grudge to anyone who got the same grades as you due to moderation.

you think we like it when we survive by heavily moderated grades.?u think we arent embarrassed by the fact that we needed moderation to save our lives?

spare some thought for us when u all throw your fit on us, the ones who barely survived.
THANK YOU.

yeah..moving on..

(at this point some of you might be cursing and swearing at me, go ahead, dont feel shy.)

i had a really bad day today.

if u really dont like me, say it out.

you wouldnt be the first anyway.

dont say nasty stuff in front of other people cos it really hurts my feelings.
thanks.

Thursday Thursday Thursday

2007-10-25T04:19:00.000-07:00

I worked till my fingers are numb today.

Yeah, doing work for my dad currently. It's a real job of course thou i'm keeping an eye on others.0.0

It's mostly menial labour with the use of some machines.HAHA.

Today is also a day of experiment as i tried making salad with cooked stuff in it.

It includes crabmeat(cooked), diced apple cubes, lettuce and lots of mayo.

Came out quite nice too.(very happy lah.)

hehe. will start trying to cook desserts and main courses soon- but i guess i have to pay people to eat them.-.-

yeah..have to go back to school for prom night dry run next month for a couple of rather annoying days. like in the middle of the month and the end.
sigh.

i think i will just find those temporary of the temporary kind of jobs.

will start studying soon. fervously. of course.
Like maybe next week.

yup. i am such a sensible girl.=)

A levels on Monday...to all those taking it next week..GOOD LUCK!

2007-10-24T11:17:00.000-07:00

Love it when u call-The Feeling

I love it when u call
I love it when u call
I love it when u call
but u never call at all..

say what's the complication?
its our only conversation
i love it when u call
but u never call at all..~~~

my favourite song at the moment..(though sally recently sent me "No one" by Alicia Keys which is apparently, haunting my ear drums.)

LOVE

2007-10-24T11:16:00.000-07:00

Good Day!^.^

2007-10-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

It's a really pleasant day today.
Had photography meeting this afternoon regarding Prom Night 2007.

Compulsory for all members to cover that events.Which can only mean that i'll be able to take shots of friends and all.=)...so..time to treat me better if you want your glossy photos coming out nice and glamorous~!haha.kidding..

i should be practising shots using a new cam i have at home that is untouched and sitting beautifully on the table.ok..wait till my sis finds the mem card.

Yup. then went out with my sis to eat and shop. really appreciate the stuff she bought for me.=)(thanks sis!)
yeah..got a new black crop jacket to wear with tank tops and spag tops..
also got a new pair of sennheiser headphones which i am listening to music with right now. nice surround effect.

yippee..no more unpleasant electricity seepages from the sony earphones.

pretty awesome day i will say...the darn photo upload isnt working again..so no photos..=(

wait till i get my LG shine KU970..hehehe..it will be a perfect match with the new headphones..=)

ok..thats all for now..
ciao.

It's like 130 am in the morning and i am blogging.

2007-10-22T10:23:00.000-07:00

Sigh..

The woes of this piteous world.

Flip the papers -see people dying, a hundred of possibilities of the "way u die"

OK.so today's countdown is ..

the top ten best way to die( not suicide cos u dont wanna go to hell)

No.10

Get eaten by cute furry animals.
That is the likes of bugs bunny,hamsters,rabbits and dogs(preferably Teacup pomeranian)

no 9

eat lots and lots and lots of cheese fries and burgers till u choke to death.

no8

if that above doesnt kill you, try eating somemore!~..sure die from cholesterol levels!!

no.7
ok...i think i should not carry on...quite gory.

lets see..

the 23 of Oct ...does it strike a bell?..

very familiar date...never mind ..killing my brain cells.

1.30AM

FREEZING COLD and typing at my workdesk. trying to be as silent as possible cos mum's a lightsleeper. 18 people online..not bad.talking to sally and huiqi on MSN..but think they are just blabbering nonsense most of the time.WELL, look at the time..who wouldnt.?

however the news has it that more clubs are opening from 3 am onwards so maybe they are awake and blabbering nonsense.haha.

anyway, school's closing soon and its time to look for a job..found a particularly good job. Its data entry at Marina and the pay is like 8 dollars per hr..not bad for a non retail job.

however, unfortunately, the person i contacted have not replied.Time to look for a new one then..
sigh..i am so bored.

ok, time to go chat somemore..nite!

in between mayhems and celebrations

2007-10-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

It's that boring time of the year again..and you know it.

You go online and see the same few contacts again and again.
Then, u flip open the magazine and see the same few stinking pieces of overdue celeb gossips sprawled on every page.Tabloids.sigh~

You totter along to Facebook and poke and throw stuff at your friends, race them with your stupid looking bike and then hope to get a higher score on SuperMario.

Man.So this is what Life is about?

ok, so today i am going to figure out the five most exciting things i can do without getting caught by the Police.

No.5#
Cheapest thrill of all.
Scenario: Go to the nearest drink dispensing machine.
Exchange all your ten and twenty cents for larger denominations.

What u need: Lots and Lots of 10 and 20 cent coins.go ahead, piss off that loser behind you trying to get a can drink after a hot day under the Sun playing soccer.

No.4#
Go to a really busy place like Orchard or Bugis and try clothes.
Scenario: Pick out 4 or 5 flattering tops and pants.Take your time to try the clothes in the dressing room.
After freaking out the sales assistant for half a day, throw all the clothes at her (not literally)
and run out of the boutique.

No.3#
Go to macdonalds to read magazines and chat.
Scenario: Buy a cup of chocolate hot fudge.sit all day with your friends and leave half a cup on the table.They can't chase you away huh.=)

No.2#
Go to Sentosa for the whole day.Don't eat, drink or buy any of that erhem*cheaptouristparaphernalia*erhem

its just 2 dollars!

No.1#

Drum roll roll roll rolll....

Borrow your neighbour's phone to make an "Emergency call".
Then, chat all day with your best pal and watch your neighbour's face go green, red then purple when u finally finish after 5 hours leaving the phone smoking at its ends.

Yep, thats about it.Kind of stupid but loads of fun guaranteed.

Afterall, its boring October.

Things I have to Do

2007-10-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

Spoilers:Please be forewarned that i will be rambling on about my to-do list and also the targets and timeline for the next two months before 2008.

October 22-26: Find a job/Meet CT/Get report slip

Whole of Nov:Work/ work/ study /study/ study

Whole of Dec:Holiday/study/study/study

For the whole of the next two months, i'm going to replenish my starved bank account and also my brain cells that are on a vacation.

For that matter, i am going to work triple-ly hard and cover the entire j1 syllabus again.
hmm, i sincerely hope no one will feel a need to compete with my timeline because if u wish to, u are most welcomed to do so..lol..^.^

to huiqi: Lets get As for geog and prove that the impossible can be done!

to show my sincerity, i have packed all my J1 notes in large ring files..and have folders to split the notes into the various topics..man, i feel motivated.=)

i really hope to never see another "U" in my result slip.And that includes Chemistry.

Promo Results.

2007-10-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

Yeah. Its finally out..

Rumours/facts had it that if u didnt receive a call from mj within these 2 days, u are safe.
Safe as in promoted.

Received a call from my CT today asking me to ask my parents to see him.

Quite a weird conversation.

CT: Beatrice, i need to see your parents.

me: ok. Sir, am i in trouble?

CT:( pause) ey..not really lah.

me:oh.

CT: i need to talk to them about j2 stuff and your results.(sounds like he's giggling)

me: ok, got it.i'll ask my parents and get back to you.

CT:yep, ohkye.

me:bye.

this is one of the weirdest conversations i have had cos i am talking to a higher order authority like he's my childhood friend.-.-

glad there will be no merger with other classes.

to all those out there who are advanced, dont be disheartened but do work hard.

It's OK to start studying now. 6 months to A level prelims!!(ok, i am bad at counting)

I CREATED A QUIZ.

2007-10-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

Go take this quiz PLEASE.

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=071017112659-679206&

See how much u know about me..curious right? GO NOW!=)

2007-10-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

Random stuff in Life can be important too..

Like watching a movie with your friends, being dorky,sitting down to have heart to heart talks with your groupies.

During this transition period between work and studies, i will take the chance to put a non-curricular activities' timeline of photos(collage) of 07s501,with love.=)

501 after 2nd intake

Ikea Committee Meeting^.^

me, yeong chyun,huiqi,sarene

Teachers' Day-501

Huiqi; PLEASE LAH.

During this short time i know these people, i really found friendship and the importance to treasure it.

Come what may, you people will always be my friends..although i fear that things may change as we proceed to next year,I am willing to isolate myself from you all for the sake of doing well for my As if theres a need to. I will study as hard and effectively as possible until my As. History WILL NOT repeat itself. It will be dormant and stay as it is.

I apologise beforehand for my selfishness and hope you will forgive me--i have no other choice.

Due to some technical difficulties, i am unable to upload more photos..sigh..will do so in my next post.

Keep a look out, friends!=)

Fate In Your Hands

2007-10-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow; The end of the World.

the butterflies keep increasing in my stomach as i await my fate.

Tomorrow, will probably be the release of the promotional criteria.(to the CTs)

Not like i havent been through this cursed cycle. i keep telling myself i get what i give, i wait for what i expect.

It may not be so bad after all but the negative feeling keeps churning within me.

i 'm through with crying and regretting and i have choosen to face my consequences as an 18 year 7 month old person.

Lets hope for the best and be prepared for the worst.

i just want it all to end.

Fate has in store for us things we can not imagine.

so be it.

you

2007-10-14T03:58:00.000-07:00

this post is directed to many people whom i wish to keep anonymous.

person #1

You think you really know me. u condemn my attitude and use rules and statistics to bind me.

I'll prove to you that i am not who i am if i ever get that chance.For now, all i can do is face this frustration alone because there isnt even a feeble attempt by anyone to ever try to help me out with my mistakes.

person#2

Are u really that concerned about what is happening, happened and going to happen?

i believe in miracles but i bet you dont.

person#3

you said u will try to lend a listening ear when i need someone who doesnt take sides.
Where the hell are you now?

Everything is falling apart and no one cares.

Its my concern; you mean its not yours too?

2007-10-12T22:54:00.000-07:00

I interrupt my daily posts to bring you an urgent update on the hectares of nature we have destroyed or polluted.

We have got to catch the 11th Hour in cinemas.

Cos things have gotten real bad on our planet.( quote: Malthusian Theory,Meadow's Limit to growth theory and the IPAT model)

Dreams of living on other planets and stars are still---a dream.Afterall.

The movie talks about the ecological footprints we have marked on our world along with the many different possible outcomes we are about to see with our massacre of the green and nature on Earth.

Its time to wake up and answer to the warning sirens of all natural(or is it?) disasters.

Go green, save the planet.

So the next time you shop at a supermarket or buy something really fancy at Ikea, bring your own carrier.

It's time we do something about our mistakes.

2007-10-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

Holiday blues.

i am awaiting my fate and also looking for a job which can reasonably hold my attention for a week.
which is impossible.
yeah..so i think i 'll get my results first, then study and work with my friends.

i hate to work alone.

feeling very emotional-probably due to the comforting weather and the romantic nightsky(ok..maybe not so) .

****************************

Sometimes i wish you were dead

not around

unheard

unfelt

invisible

yet there are times

where it all changes

into and out of dreams

like a lone ranger in between dimensions

intervals of fear, pain and tragedies

so tell me where you are

and what do you want.

LUST,CAUTION.

2007-10-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

Lust, Caution.

It's summed up as a complete waste of time.

Sir-riously speaking, i would rather have spent my time writing an essay or drinking coffee.

It was sooo boring that a guy snored very LOUDLY behind me.

HAHA.

two old uncles who were at the direct end of my row were completely disappointed by the *erhem erhem* scenes and took it out on the teenagers behind them.

"KEEP QUIET!"

one of the ah peh shouted in the middle of the movie.

i will not elaborate on the sypnosis because apparently there are still some people who haven't caught the show yet.

Being NC16, the movie is cut to an extent that the hyped display of emotions were badly affected. What was screened was a poorly illustrated war-revenge-heroine kind of movie making it extremely hard for the audience to share the journey with the screen cast.

in other words, don't catch the NC16 film.

get the R21 if u are of age. Dont compromise on the one shown in cinemas.

PROMOS RESULTS.

2007-10-07T21:00:00.000-07:00

to be grammatically correct, its promo result.

cos i only got back my physics so far.

it wasnt very satisfying as many people got a B and A.

i got a D.

got back the MCQ first which gave me shudders-->3/15..
haha
and i thought i will do well for the mcq.

section b and c were OK.

average on a 7/10 for the section B questions and a 12/20 for section c.

if i hadnt been careless..i would have done much better(maybe a B?)

darn.

LUCK FOR THE OTHER SUBJECTS.=)

math at 145pm..0.0
i am so scared i might pee in my pants.

HAHA.

pretty scared tired bored alarmed petrified

2007-10-07T08:31:00.000-07:00

its all in the mind, beatrice.

i've been trying to tell myself to calm my nerves but nevertheless, i am one nerve wrecked psycho.

really really tired from those unpleasant nightmares, walking scripts and terror-driven worst case scenarios.
0.0

i am having a really bad migraine now and my left hemisphere of the brain is going "thump thump thump" like my heart beat.

its got nothing to do with anxiety i think..just a bit of bad luck and bad posture.

i pray for divine intervention and drink coffee gratefully even though it produces cigarette breath and negates my thoughts in a ratio of 1 optimistic thought : 10 pessimistic thought.

sighhh.

HELP me.
i am dying slowly and very painfully here.

throw me a sign.
give me some strength.
i am supposed to be sleeping anyway.

so goodnight and good luck.

not really a post .

2007-10-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

this is a post that leads directly to the next cos its the 44th and 44 is an unlucky number.

post exam blues

2007-10-06T23:04:00.000-07:00

i hate this weather.

I badly need to head out to shop, undeniably to relieve anxiety.

...stop this rain NOW.

****************************************

Nightmares and dreams

they keep me awake

where i believe

that sleep is the key

to stay away

stay away

from reality.

Open House 2007

2007-10-05T20:27:00.000-07:00

the Open House this year is a BLAST.

yea, mj's open house is way cooler and more vibrant than '05 and '06s.

thanks to the hot weather, the sales of drinks was so good, a few of us had to make our way to the shengsiong twice to stock up.

with the end of open house, everyone's focus drops back onto the Promos.

i even had an evil dream last night about my chem teacher announcing that i was the lowest scorer in mj's history of chemistry.(no exaggeration at all)

talking to my gp teacher yesterday was no help at all.

he said that all who did the "computer" question for the essay were axed, literally.the crux was whether u passed or failed.Not whether u had an A or a B.

overall, the comprehension was OK while the essays were crap.

geog was no consolation as some of us asked the geog teachers yesterday during openhouse and they said moderation was done and the results were OK. this can only mean that we had borderline fails and passes.
0.0

chemistry was not even analysed here because everyone except the brilliant few knew that deep down in their hearts, chemistry was the obstacle for getting promoted.

if i say i am calm and indifferent towards next monday, i am a freaking liar.

good luck everyone.

OPEN HOUSE 2007

2007-10-04T08:05:00.000-07:00

open house is tomorrow.

the start to an ending of a lot of hassle, frustrations and time.

the only fun thing is...

MR NATHAN IS FETCHING US TO GET THE DRINKS..

which means ..

a few lucky us will get to sit in his Alfa Romeo.

yeahhh~~~!

People, please come to the drink stall to buy drinks from the DRINK booth.

cos we want our money back.=)

Lilo and stitch

2007-10-04T07:47:00.000-07:00

Gosh.Stitch is so so so cute!!

=)..just rewatched the movie and i think it is the most fabulous cartoon creature of all.

just love him.=)

but its more of a koala than a dog.(-.-)

my E.Q

2007-10-03T01:33:00.000-07:00

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!

51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.

71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.

91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

the results surprise me.really.i am an emotional freak and an intelligent fool.

not a foolish fool.HAHA.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyoureqquiz/

my I.Q

2007-10-03T00:47:00.001-07:00

Congratulations!Your general IQ score is 148.

A person whose IQ score falls in the range of 144-160 is considered to be "gifted".
An IQ is a composite of your scores across 12 distinct aspects of intelligence. Each person has a unique intellectual make-up, with strengths and weaknesses that affect their methods of understanding, recognition, communication and association. Using a carefully cross-reference scoring scheme, TestCafe is able to accumulate a profound quantity of information about your natural intellectual abilities.
For example, your Pattern Recognition score is 88.

...hahaha. go try the test at www.testcafe.com

long talks and coffee.

2007-10-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

After eating together with huiqi.. she went home to rest after her gruelling CSE paper.

i went with sarene and ben to Pasir ris park to enjoy the sea breeze( trust me there wasnt any.)

talked about promos and they discussed about going to poly while i spaced out.

later ..we went to Starbucks to talk more and possibilities of passing and also where we wanted to go in the meantime.

-bedok jetty for fishing
-bowling at kallang or downtown east

the problem is, i dont know when i have to attend school cos i dont have mt and pw.
which is literally NOTHING.

haiz.
the fidelities and confusions of Life.

i've to figure out my time table.

be back soon.=)

tuesday blues.

2007-10-01T21:19:00.000-07:00

yep. i awakened to another suffocating day on Earth.

the house feels lonely and isolated; i feel bored and long for the day to end.

Life is too long for comfort yet too short for those who make things happen.

i wait for things to happen and maybe thats why i feel that my life has long expired.

******************************************************************************

moving away from the babblings,

the only interesting yet confusing thing i encountered in these recent weeks is Facebook.

it is a wonderful place for teens and adults.

it is relatively new to me and i am impressed by the many functions it has.

You can throw sheep, kick ,slap, and kiss people.(many more..)

you can own your very own garden,graveyard and aquarium.

you can dare people, double dare and even draw personalised messages to you friends.

Be a vampire, zombie or werewolve.

JOIN Facebook.Its fun!=)

DouDou.='(

2007-10-01T08:53:00.000-07:00

Dou Dou

She is a puppy my sis brought home to look after for a month starting last month.

A chihuahua wannabe; she is cute, clever and follows food.

A tribute to this lovely dog..who loves milk bread , snores and talks in her sleep.

WE MISS YOU.-sis, bro and me

me.

2007-09-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

A Quiz on me

1.What are your favourite pastimes?
watching television, doodling on my thoughts,blogging at the moment.=)

2.What is the last thing u will do before u die?
give up all my diet plans?(haha)

3.What is your favourite movie at the moment?
Ghost Rider.

4.If you could do something over again, what will it be?
studying harder maybe?

5.What kind of friendship do u wish to have?
honest, quality friendship.quantity is no factor.

6.What kind of qualities must your life partner possess?
filial piety, honesty,sentimental,caring.

7.What do u consider to be your persona?
Sentimental.

8.Describe yourself.
Hot tempered,sensitive and easily influenced.

9.What is your dream?
To live in scenic New Zealand.

10.What is your ambition?
To become a clinical psychologist.

stuffy boring sunday.

2007-09-30T03:16:00.000-07:00

Quite a lazy day to blog about.

Spent the entire day watching crunchyroll videos..currently watching A Date With A Vampire (1).
Frankly speaking, i think i am wasting my time but i have no one to go out with.

even if i had, i am too tired to head out.
Hope i will be more energetic tomorrow.

Going out soon i hope...
HUIQI..faster finish your CSE revision and paper ok..

all of us waiting for u!!0.0

=)

ciao..

Today..

2007-09-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

hot afternoon.

Went to WS with my sis to eat at Swensens(again).
Salmon spaghetti and a merri mint. (how many calories is that?)

quite a lazy afternoon.Watched Secret(jay chou) again on Crunchyroll for the second time. still as nice as the first time.

planning what to do for the rest of the day.

1)SLEEP

2)sketch dresses and whatnots in my new sketch book.

3)watch more dramas on Crunchyroll.

4)SLEEP

for tomorrow, most likely i will be spending my time at NLB and then maybe i can catch a movie(Invasion).
JUST MAYBE.

cos i might just laze in bed the whole day.

sigh.what a slack life.

Great Outdoors =)

2007-09-29T03:11:00.000-07:00

Went to Plaza Sing yesterday with numerous people.

Me, Ben, Sarene,OYC and Huiqi.

Talked, camwhored, ate and sat for about an hour before heading to the cinemas upstairs.

The Nanny diaries was an OK movie.Abit more of an emotional play kind of movie than a comedy. After the movie ended, we went to Swensens after taking a long time choosing where to head for some snacks. I shared a mac and cheese with oyc while ben and sarene ate snacks and icecream and hui qi ate an ENTIRE cappuchino flavored icecream(i think...thats what it tasted like)

hehe.
supposed to go to Esplanade or airport to eat rojak after that but sis msged if i was free and i accompanied her to eat sushi.=)

after some green tea and bitchings, we went home..

tired man..
but couldnt sleep.
so i watched Beyond the aXis of truth on Crunchyroll which is fantastic even though i watched it twice already..

Friday Blues

2007-09-27T20:31:00.000-07:00

i want to
i want to
i want to
i want to
...
so many "i want to do" things ...

haiz...so many things to do...so little energy and so little company.

WHY IS EVERYONE ELSE HAVING EXAMS?

no matter what..i got to catch a movie and have a pleasant meal with some friends today.
GOT TO.

cooped up at home for tooo long.

feel like going to the beach but the weather is freaking hot.

hhaha.

27th sept.

2007-09-27T06:14:00.000-07:00

a rather willowy sad emotional day.a bit drunk so short post.

i really want to weep today.Went to eat with my parents today and spent some really boring time at the supermarket and the nearby shops looking for oldies(accomodate my mum)

the only consolation was 2 complimentary bottles of Vodka and some dark chocolate.

i got the green apple flavour which was pretty sharp.
Like it though=)/

got really emo when i started another trip with my sis to tampines mall to get some contact lens,books and supposedly; stuff for mocha(rabbit).

I WANT TO WATCH INVASION SO DAMN BADLY.

but will be catching Hairspray (zac effron,eew..) with some frens tomorrow.
dont like that show at all but i need a break from house arrest.

i hope we eat sushi cos its the ONLY THING that can save my day..

oh yah...
y sushi dates..

ERHEM*

Eunice
huiqi
sarene
oyc
james
sally....
.
.
.
.
I WANT MY SUSHI.=)

i need salvation..

ok getting a bit unsteady from too much of drinks..

ciao.

2007-09-26T20:51:00.000-07:00

Exams are OVER...

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

finally..

math was OK...thankfully.

yep..suppose to go with OYC, huiqi and sarene to Sentosa today..

but change of plans cos i have to go out with mama and pops.

sigh..
its ok...afteralll....

I M FREE THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK TOO...HAHA.

yeah man.=)

going out with the same people tomorrow to watch Invasion(depends on the majority*)
and probably eat at Sakae(yeshhh)

off to watch some chinese drama on Crunchyroll.

CIAO~!=)

I AM DEAD

2007-09-26T03:57:00.000-07:00

MY HEAD IS OFFICIALLY ON THE CHOP BOARD.

-.-

Geog was almost insane..The first question i saw was on weathering (limestone)..i guessed it was granite when it was stated Limestone..good god.

the answer was probably sinkholes or cockpit karst.
damn.

when the paper ended, our dearest geog teacher was all smiles.
he walked down the aisle and beamed from cheek to cheek.

"the easiest paper by far!"

yeah right.

chem was no consolation.

with time constraints and mental blocks ...i will be hoping for a subpass.
provided i get full marks for MCQ.

FAT HOPE.

haha.

so now i am off to studying the glorious maths..WISH ME LUCK FRIENDS.

ciao.