April; is ending.
How unfortunate are we to live such dreadful cycles.
We countdown to the end of one month only to be chained by the dreadful cycle of another.
And when each one ends, our life gets more miserable cos we know we are running out of time.
Life's like this, School's like this?
we are mice on an exercise mill. but ours' expires.
boy.and just when u thought euthanasia was BAD.
Sometimes, Life is about living on excuses till you run out of them.
Labels: LOSING END
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:04 AM
PW.
CONGRATS to all who took PW this year from 501.
well done guys and girls..u deserve your grade because of all the hard work and sweat, pain and stress and endurance with his-sy and her-sy fits that arised from the stress.
12 people getting As puts me at Mariana's Trench on the bell curve(what curve? its a straight line with an obvious anomaly like, __*_______) of grades. but nevertheless, i sincerely congratulate u all cos behind that A are worries, fears and deadlines.=)
see you guys on monday ;)
Labels: (", ) of fear and success stories.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:36 AM
it drives u nuts.
no, i am not representing the Smart, the mugging community or the marking of scripts.
Just today, i crushed and re-did my gp essay 3 TIMES. yes, i wrote the same intro 3 times and halfway thru the essay, felt it did not make sense. crushed.redid.crushed.redid.
today wasnt particularly fantastic.
my eyesight has always been on-off. when i can see well, i have probably the best eyes next to the Bionic woman.when i can't see for nuts.. i squint and narrow my eyes so badly i look like a half awake drug addict.
today-is-bad.
really bad day for my eyes. couldn't read the date of the screen of my lappie..mistook a crushed tissue as a cockroach. I kicked the miserable thing accidentally and it looked for a second like it could MOVE.
about to scream when i realised it was not one of those freaking creatures.
among other amazing things, my pen fell from my hand as i lost control of my movement during my essay writing/crushing.
forget important stuff the moment i manage to remember them.
i have to think hard just to remember what i want to blog..
feel like sleeping and automatically zones off every time i encounter homework and treacherous details to memorise(like chem SPA/geog case studiesss/...)
if u thought u havent seen me lose my composure or act like a mad fool, its because i have gone beyond that.
i am the calm and serene kind of madness not the pull hair/laugh/scream/cry/incoherence kind of madness.
yes.and i wonder why i look depressed and un-depressed all in a matter of minutes.
right. off to do my usual poison..please dont run away if u see me next time-- its always faster to take a taxi.
Labels: with love and tears
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:59 AM
existence.
Blogging this very short post to show that i still exist.
yes, i do.
currently doing globalisation tutorial structured qn for tmr's tutorial.
very stressed, lost time, hair(not that much, dont scare yourself), logic and almost everything else.
bless me.
pardon me, but just one more sec of studying can determine my fate which is on a thin thread at the moment.( dont trouble yourself to read btwn the lines.it means the distinction btwn an A and an E for the A's)
goodbye.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:37 AM
beatricewoo.9th march, currently studying at Meridian Junior College. I love my friends, reading blogs and i'm all female.Bring on the sushi, baby.