Why dont u ever try understanding me?

U even treat neighbours and my friends better than u treat me.
What did i do, so wrong that u have to treat me like that?

I have been crying for 38 mins already,dont i deserve a chance to know, why time and time again u just dont trust me or love me?

The feeling just keeps getting stronger that u love sis and bro more than u ever did for me.

in your eyes, i am just a useless and stupid person that should never have existed right?

When i was feeling down, u add on with your cold sarcasm..i really had enough of it..

so this is it?

WHY.?
i never did anything that pleased you.IS THAT IT?
i tried so hard.so hard to please u.
i never even thought about doing what i wanted.be it in studies or other stuff.
i feel damn sick and tired.

really.