random thoughts on this cold cold night.was thinking about TK today and it shocked me to realise that i didnt have much of a memory besides a few special friends and moments.First of all, in Sec 1 and 2, life was pretty vague besides Christine and Hanisah. the only thing i remembered was having done PW with bel,zul and alif. then i remembered how i felt when i wasnt accepted in the group of girls.hah.the class consisted of nice individuals and occasional jokers, but it was hard. i couldnt find groups i belong to.then sec 3 came and went, as i adjusted to the uncomfortable idea of doing combined science.some cool people there were.carmen,jiahui,jocelyn,yingbao,yinzi,hanisah=),farhanna,shuzhen,eunice..and the few good guys like darren and adrian and wenfu and jacky(funny=p)..haha. fun class but was similar to sec 1 and 2.was closer to 4f and 4h..people like(sally,zukai,james,anisah,shuuji from 4e,and rachel from 4h)its really sad when i think back about secondary school and can't quite remember anything very significant.ok..so the band was like the best memory i had.the outdoors, indoors(not so much la)i still dream about playing the clarinet!=)yah..then went to Mj after first three months.our class was fun with people like PG and esther and jean,seri,siti,angela,hannah,seehui,sebastian,james,clifton,gughan,azmall,naroth,cy,weiming,alan,irshadhaikal,nasir,heru,zhengxin..sigh..but time passed so fast and i got retained so didnt see them much after too.=(this years class's pretty small..but people are nice..though i am closer to OYC,ben,sarene,huiqi,shimin,eunice,jon..sigh. My life was an utter waste.or was it not?so tell me so tell meas we talkquarreland get pissedwith each otherthings changeyes they doas the world keeps spinning and we keep livingso was it all worth itor better off a dreamthat was never meant to come true...
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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