i've been trying to tell myself to calm my nerves but nevertheless, i am one nerve wrecked psycho.
really really tired from those unpleasant nightmares, walking scripts and terror-driven worst case scenarios.
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i am having a really bad migraine now and my left hemisphere of the brain is going "thump thump thump" like my heart beat.
its got nothing to do with anxiety i think..just a bit of bad luck and bad posture.
i pray for divine intervention and drink coffee gratefully even though it produces cigarette breath and negates my thoughts in a ratio of 1 optimistic thought : 10 pessimistic thought.
sighhh.
HELP me.
i am dying slowly and very painfully here.
throw me a sign.
give me some strength.
i am supposed to be sleeping anyway.
so goodnight and good luck.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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beatricewoo.9th march, currently studying at Meridian Junior College. I love my friends, reading blogs and i'm all female.Bring on the sushi, baby.