I interrupt my hours of studying to bring you a post on the unfair, unbalanced, one-sided story of my life.
couldnt sleep at all last night.Studied till 3plus 4 in the morning, realised i couldnt sleep after hours of tossing and turning..
"woke up" at 530 am to carry on with Chemistry and finally slept at 900am.
woke up at 1045 am to have breakfast.Dad asked why i look tired so i told him i couldnt sleep last night.he said:"why didnt u sleep then?""u asked for it."

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yes.u are right.i was livid with anger.LIVID.
in order to be a RESPONSIBLE AND MATURE daughter, i asked myself if he was behaving the way he was because he was tired from work or because he faced problems at work. Can u imagine how straight i could think when i didnt sleep much?

Well, fact was, i wasnt angry simply because of this.


IT WAS DUE TO MANNY MANNNY REASONS.

yesterday, i had chem tuition till 730pm. Dad picked me up from tanah merah. I told him that i had lots of work and revision to do and might need to go to school to do them. First, he said:"whatever."
then, he thought about Mum( today's her day off) and slammed in my face that i shouldnt go to school to study because Mum wanted to shop for groceries.
GOSH. what kind of reason is that?what has studying in school got to do with shopping for groceries???

Then, there was last week (31 Aug) where i left tuition early because i was sick. i felt like vomitting, coupled with headache and abdominal pains.When i told my dad about it, guess what he said?

"Why did u wear such a short skirt(slightly above knee)?? its because of the short skirt u were unwell!"

OMG..

i seriously wanted to vomit on his face.-.-"

its like saying that u died from cancer because u didnt eat breakfast!!!

Huh.?

My patience with his unreasonability is running thin. I even argued with him this morning.
I mean, yeah.. i got to get used to this since i was only allowed to use MSN at 14 and go out with my friends at 16.

Welcome to my Life.